Feeling sad....

The summer holidays are officially over for us as from today. My little baby twins have just gone in to their first day at school, along with my older two. How can that time have gone so fast? I haven't had no children at home for ten years and it feels.......how does it feel?...........quiet, empty. Or may be that's me feeling quiet and empty.

I've been looking forward to this time for so long, to have special some me-time, it seems crazy to want to cry. But I do. And I am. I miss them all so much.

And odd sort of post, I know, but it's such a momentous morning for me I wanted to share it. I'll be back to normal tomorrow.....I hope. :-(

Please tell me I'm not alone feeling this? How did you manage when you're children went off to school? Did yo fill your time straight away? With what? How long did it take you to adjust?